What is trust?
What is faith?
Is it all blind?
When it’s lost, how do you find it again?
How do you rebuild it?
How do you learn to forgive and trust again?
How do you find that place inside for the person who
betrayed you?
I only have questions. I’m lost for answers.
I keep looking for something or someone to rescue me from
the pain and the doubt and the fear. But all I find is emptiness, just a black
hole sucking out my soul. Turning inside myself is far too frightening and
painful. I’m lost without a guide or map. Isn’t there any kind of fucking
emotional GPS?
I want to tear things down. I want to blow holes through
them. I want to destroy. I want to hurt as I’m hurting. I want to push off this
pain and fear. I want to kick at it with anger.
Someone rescue me.